I realise I haven't posted a Blog in quite a while so here it is.
Somethings have changed in planet Stigtopia and somethings haven't.
It's currently the Easter Holidays, really I should be thinking, 'yay! holidays, no more school!', but I can't, I just can't. I'm up to my eyeballs in revision for my Highers, my stress levels are going through the roof and to make it worse, this has got to be one of the worst Easter Holiday's I have ever had.
The reason is this;
Last month, my doctor diagnosed me with depression, she told me I had been depressed for quite sometime she thought. The bad thing though is that I've started to relapse again and It couldn't have came at a worse time, because it is during the holidays.
It's only now I realise how much I actually need my friends to survive.
I need my friends to pick me up, especially when I get like this, all sad and pathetic. They don't realise what they're doing to help me, but they help me and awful lot. Just this night, I got back in contact with an old friend I hadn't spoken to in years, and I couldn't stop sobbing.
I want to feel all warm and happy in the inside just like I used to, I'm tired of putting on a brave face, I haven't left the house since Tuesday and it's now Saturday.
I just want to return back to normal.
